I almost get so far from feeling like I’m finaly good and am secure in finding myself not hurt not afraid i will hurt her and me and then i say something or we get close enough again and I find my heart feeling Ripped out for Her and that i would do any thing to never let her see because shes more to me then oxygen the only thing i love more is my Jesus and he is all that helps me i tell you because im Stuck i cant say this to her because she would feel horrid and i would want to die i cant tell anyone face to face but i can tell you even though i know some of you but i just dont care i need it out somewhere someone can see it but she wont to let you know she is more sweet and beautiful then a rose now you know who but do you because it could not be more plain yet i hope it is so hidden haha if only :l
At the end of the day, I want my heart to look like Your heart
When the world looks at me I want to hear people say that my heart looks like Your heart
AMEN
(Source: ryannatheart)
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
the place i will marry,die/get caught up to Jesus,and the place i met the two loves of my life my feature wife and Jesus Christ. any where else i don’t care.


