It is a battle me and I with no enemy aside from inside where I is you and you is my enemy. My enemy is me in this battle I cannot win because to win I must lose. This is the struggle of my awakening and my true death you see to live I give up and carry a cross the same cross my LORD BURDENED but I being a man fight that and kill my self with my thoughts. Impure thoughts and unresolved motives I battle sin to be sanctified in Christ who with grace saved me. Thank you LORD JESUS CHRIST for you love.
Live like you mean to rule your world so that now when it counts later we cant look back and regret the Things that we did not do. Live with courage and strength that is unprecedented you might just have a good time.
I almost get so far from feeling like I’m finaly good and am secure in finding myself not hurt not afraid i will hurt her and me and then i say something or we get close enough again and I find my heart feeling Ripped out for Her and that i would do any thing to never let her see because shes more to me then oxygen the only thing i love more is my Jesus and he is all that helps me i tell you because im Stuck i cant say this to her because she would feel horrid and i would want to die i cant tell anyone face to face but i can tell you even though i know some of you but i just dont care i need it out somewhere someone can see it but she wont to let you know she is more sweet and beautiful then a rose now you know who but do you because it could not be more plain yet i hope it is so hidden haha if only :l
tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?
the place i will marry,die/get caught up to Jesus,and the place i met the two loves of my life my feature wife and Jesus Christ. any where else i don’t care.
you are my reason to sing too